4:30am woke up rocking back and forth and realized i was sleeping face down in my squishy pillow
realized iw as humping, physixcally humping while asleep
i try to retrace my nocturnal steps to find out who i was with / unsure why this matters
i can remember turning on the fan
i can remember a sense of fear
i can remember being under a bridge maybe
i can remember running i think
10am with coffee she is going on about Ronnie’s
paw is swollen again and she’s concerned about where he’s been
what he’s getting into
i remember it was you in the dream
i remember both of us face down
i smile and she calls me “cat hater” which
makes me chuckle
still not sure why the sense of fear
C.P. Harrison is a poet and contract dancer living in ATX.